JULIA HILL | HYPNAGOGIA by Margaret Hernandez

What inspires you?

I find myself having constant inspiration from several different aspects of life. Nature, space and the universe, the mind and how we perceive things, energies that are inside all human beings and how we are connected through this. Also several creative outlet like film, music, paintings, installation and sculpture. In down to random discoveries like going to a thrift shop and seeing the artwork sold there or seeing a child create something purely out of their imagination. 

What inspirited this piece/idea?

The show is heavily inspired by how the mind perceives different stages of sleep, how the subconscious controls every facet of our lives and how you can start to find answers to things in your life by going through your subconscious in certain stages of sleep. 

Is there an element of art you enjoy working with most? Why?

Lately I’ve been working with this idea of allowing my subconscious to create the images instead of going about creating artwork in a very structured way. I make a mark on paper or canvas and allow myself to sit with the piece until the piece itself tells me what to do next. I’m finding myself constantly thrilled to see what images arise out of it. Whether abstract or figurative I’m constantly maintaining a level of interest and intrigue and I think it’s the happiest I’ve been while making an image. It’s unstructured and a really put way of creating an image. 

Is there an artwork you are most proud of? Why? 

I really enjoy my sculpture, installation and a couple of my abstract ratings. i feel like these really capture what it is to create work from the subconscious. I’m really invested in these works and its been really fun creating them. 

What are most of your dreams about?

My dreams vary. A lot of them were nightmares and night terrors which actually propelled this subject matter in the beginning. I was curious as to why I was having so many of these nights terrors and so I started to create images that were based on them; maybe using it as a therapeutic outlet for these dreams. I’ve been really trying to hone down that act of lucid dreaming lately and those dream can be anything from flying and test the limits of music dream to trying to talk to people and connect with them in the dream world. 

Do any of your artwork reflect your fears and how does this fear present itself in your dreams?

I think it does. I don’t know if I’ve really tapped into what these nightmares reflect just yet. Maybe I haven’t come to terms with it, but I would say mostly fear of loss, companionship and death. 

What’s your next project?

I have a few I would like to explore. I’m really interested in expanding this subconscious painting method I’ve been working with. I also want to create an apparel line that is basically a non profit where I donate the majority of profits to a charity or foundation that helps the environment, women’s rights etc. 

Does every person, place and thing in your dream represents you, the dreamer, communal and universal connection? How do you relate?

I think dream always have a connection to me the dream in some way. Some are more prevalent as to why they are connected to this world of dreaming and i think there is something interesting about becoming connected through this subconscious world. I think we take i so much as human beings, constantly inundated with information that during sleep is a time for your brain to process this information and distingush the sense from nonsense in a way. It’s like a filtering process and I think it helps to see and understand things that you may not have really understood normally. 

What are you listening while painting?

I’ve really been into podcasts lately so I’ve been listening to a lot of Artist Decoded, StarTalk, My Favorite Murder, Astonishing Legends and the Paranormal Podcast. 

Do you ever catch yourself overthinking your artwork?

Constantly. That’s actually what propelled me to start this subconscious art making idea. I’m so weird to make images a certain way because of my school training that I started to feel like it was too structured and too formulaic. Now that I’m stating to create images in this subconscious way I’m starting to fall in love with my pieces again. 

JUAN BEAZ | MAY 2017 by Margaret Hernandez

Getting inside the mind of HSCC artist, Juan Beaz                                                            

How old are you?                                                                                                                                   24 in human years

What was your favorite cartoon when you were eight years old?
8? damn, whatever Nickelodeon was feeding me. Spongebob, Rocket Power and all that junk. Catdog was still around. Props to whoever came up with that insane idea.

What are you thinking about when you are creating art?
I try and stay focus on whatever I'm working on and not get too distracted with the outside world. I love getting lost in the photos I'm working with, especially those from the past. They take me back to this time that doesn't really mean anything to me, but at that moment I begin to feel some sort of connection. It feels liberating, even more so when i take said pictures and create my own world.

What kind of people do you find yourself gravitating towards?
For the most part I gravitate towards weirdos. The good kind of weirdos. People who are passionate about creating. People who are unfiltered.

What do you listen to while working?
Music plays a heavy role in my creative process. Recently I've been listening to Chicano Batman. It’s been so long since a band has shook my soul as much as they have. Earlier in the process I was listening to some live recordings of Leonard Cohen. The new Thundercat record, Drunk, has been in rotation as well.

Why do you like collage?
As far as art goes, collaging has been the easiest and the most fun to work with There's not that much discipline involved in this medium. What makes it fun is that It's like working on a puzzle with endless amount of solutions. The pieces are there, I just have to piece it together. This makes concepts easy to come by.

Do you ever  collage conversations?
A good conversation is essentially a collage. Next time you have a conversation with one of your good buds notice how your conversation intertwines topics, themes, ideas, etc.

What has you screaming inside ?
Im not screaming inside. It’s unhealthy. If something is bothering me, i will try and make change. We are all in this fucked situation we created. It started hurting me, so I’ve done my best to better the situation. We have a lot of work to do, but if we hold it inside, we aren't going anywhere.

Do you want an audience who will evolve with you?
Yeah i do. I’m tired of seeing boring art. that’s all that is mainly cultivated here. People need to be weirder. This is just my point of view, but as an artist you have the opportunity to test out your wildest ideas, so why not explore it and let your mind run wild? The same way I am fueled by other weirdos, I hope people look at my stuff and are filled with some sort of inspiration.

Do you ever have images of conflict u must create?                                                                             I don't do this all the time, but there's some serious conflict going on is whenever I use religious imagery. I don't mean to be disrespectful to those who practice Christianity or Catholicism, but occasionally these images are so ripe to use that I have to. People might get the wrong idea and think that I am using them invoke mockery or blasphemy, but in actuality i am using them because the emotion in the imagery is raw. The concept of devotion and worship is very powerful and not using them would be a missed opportunity.

Do you ever feel like your work can improve if so how?
Definitely, it would be ignorant not to think so. I haven't been doing this long enough to think I’m great at what I do.

What are the personal, communal and universal connections in your work?
In all my collage work I try and keep a good medium in surrealism without being too absurd. It's something I've been fascinated with for a while now, which can be traced back to when I first started collaging. I like to believe that my work is a reflection of me in some form. Wether it's the colors i use or the imagery incorporate. It is all influenced by my experiences on earth.

What don't you eat?
Up until last November I was a full time vegetarian/pescatarian for about 8 years. I sort of am still, but I gave up the whole disciplinary aspect of it. Today I might eat some sort of meat every few months or so, but not too often.

Did you belong to an art community growing up Vista?
Nope. I was never involved in the art community. If I'm being real, I didn't really care about art in the community. Recently I've been trying to get involved a bit more and help it grow locally. I hardly saw people like me getting involved so

When did you discovered art and when was the first time you called yourself an artist?                 I got into art around my middle school years. I pirated a copy of photoshop and messed around with it for a couple years. Nothing good came out in those 3-4 years.
I don't think I considered myself an artist until my first years in community college. That's when I participated in my first show, connected with different artist and really began embracing art.

What's your art contribution to your community?
Earlier this year I started a project called Misprint Zine Press. It's currently on hold since I've mainly been focused on Alimentos, but the whole concept of it is to improve the accessibility of zines in my community. Zines are super rare here (Vista) and I want to change that.
I also got bored of just distributing my own zines, so i figured I'd keep it interesting by promoting and distributing other artists work and ideas. My goal is to have it operate like a mini library, but with new content constantly being added.

How has family inspired your art and process?
I come from a pretty big family, 11 brothers and sisters, so naturally family has had a huge influence. It's not apparent in the work itself but I am a product of them all.

Who are your favorite artists?
The first artists that always come to mind are Storm Thorgerson and Sonny Kay. They are probably the sole reason why I got interested in art in the first place. They are both from different eras but both are responsible for creating album art for some of my favorite records. Their influence was heavy when I first started getting into collaging, but i sort of ended up cultivating a different style. For this project I drew inspiration from the works of Alejandro Jodorowski, Jeff Jordan, and Dali.
For those who are unfamiliar, Jodorowski directed a film called Holy Mountain, Jeff Jordan is a painter who paints collage based imagery, and Dali is this fairly unknown artist who published a surreal cookbook during his heyday.

Describe your dream studio and what's the next project?
fuck a studio, I need library that’s stacked with magazines and photo books. that’s all i need. Specifically publications with images from Mexico from the 70s and 80’s. I was able to find one magazine and one book from this era, which i pulled some of my favorite images for this project.Other than that, all i need is a cutting mat, glue stick and my knife. I’m pretty versatile.
For my next project I'm definitely ditching this collaging stuff.


 Studio vists are key. It gives us the opportunity to get a progress check, provide feedback and gain a better understanding of the artist and their process. 

Experimentation is central to my work. When I come upon a new material its physical potential elicits my desire to experiment with it, and so the work evolves. The more I continue to produce art, the more I realize that my best work derives from unconscious play. The best works tend to present their concept after the work has begun.

The impossibility of understanding in advance how an artwork will evolve as I work peaks my interest. When I produce a work that I feel is successful, I make several more of its kind. However, mass production of the same kind couldn’t satisfy my inventive nature.

I have an interest in how figures and abstract forms interact with the spaces that they inhabit. I use the expressive potential of materials to explore their qualities as contained or expanding, crushed or floating upward, heavy and dark or light and airy, textured and natural or smooth and manufactured. To emphasize form, colored pigments are used sparingly. They are used to either accent the natural color of materials or to draw the eye.


An exploration of new visual forms and the expressive potential of created materials.

by Dean Ramos





 Studio vists are key. It gives us the opportunity to get a progress check, provide feedback and gain a better understanding of the artist and their process. 

Q&A with the artist


GC: A few threads really. Usually I'll begin to notice a few patterns here and there, ways I'm thinking and things I'm seeing start to cross paths. This time is was The News, but this time it wasn't so much the contents of the news as much as The News itself. I kept being swept away by the stories of the week. These huge Breaking News items that overwhelm everything, and then after a week of counterargumens and facebook debates, just suddenly vanish. Where did they go? Where did all the thinking go? Where did all the thinking and feeling and outrage go? Was it resolved? What did it leave behind?


CG: Kind of not enjoyable really. I'd quit nicotine and went sober just before this started. I hadn't worked in studio without tha stuff in a really long time. So that sort of sharpened the edges a bit.

The process involves finding the right objects, patinting them with a horrible black goo, and then dusting them with balck velevt flocking powder (generally used to subtract all light from telescopes and lenses). I really wanted everyhting to be as black as possible to feel like it have been vanished from the universe. Like when cartoon characters run through walls and leave their shape. A vacuum. 

So I basically spent my summer tarring and feathering shit (including myself) every night. It's hot, it's dull, it's repetitive. The repetition feels like sure ex catholic leftover self flagellatign shit which, when combined with the sobriety is letting all sorts of stuff bubble up. Weird memories sure, but mainly just tons of little avoided feels for twenty-five years just coming up to the surface and poking me. They aren't attached to anything now. It's just general blunt pain and discomfort and requires constant surrender.